Thursday, February 26th, 2009 | Author:

I was AMONG the FEW LUCKY people in this WORLD, who join an organization and the very next thing that they get to know is of a contest going on. I was very excited when I got to know of my luck and the fact that there is a blogging contest going on.

Don’t get me wrong here, it had nothing to do with my intentions of winning the contest. I was excited…looking forward to read what others would write, I thought of getting to know every one through their thoughts which they would pen down…oops type down.

But the sky came crashing on me, when THE BIG BOSS with THE BIG EYES, gave me the news that I did not have a choice and had to participating in the contest. (Why was he calling it blogging contest….then, why not blogging EXERCISE????) anyways, I love my job. So I didn’t MESS with THE BOSS and agreed to write.

I can’t even visualise my self writing in my dreams. All the writing stuff I can relate to is THE ESSAYS I WROTE on ‘MY BEST FRIEND’ and ‘THE COW’ while in school (yes, I did go to one).

Now, this was giving me NIGHTMARES, DAY MARES and all the OTHER MARES. I RACED MY BRAIN to figure out what to write. ( hey…I got a MRI scan of my head done recently and now I have a DOCUMENTED PROOF that I have something up there in my head and it is in working condition,.) So please…. no need for second thoughts here.

After exercising my brain a lot,( ALAS !….I did not even loose a pound after all this exercise :-(, I feel like suing the person who said exercise leads to weight loss.) Anyways, I had a more important task at hand than SUING THAT JERK. So I decided to write something about ME and LOVE. So that if at all; you cannot relate to one aspect of it. you all could relate to the other 😉

LOVE; the most difficult word to be explained, yet the most WONDERFUL thing on this earth. ALAS it can’t be expressed in WORDS (ESPECIALLY by a person like ME). To understand it you have to experience it.

By the time I could REALIZE all this, I was already in LOVE. I don’t know when i fell in LOVE, I don’t know when it STARTED or HOW it STARTED, by the time I REALIZED all this, I was HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE.

All I CAN THINK OF is HIM. I wake up THINKING ABOUT HIM and I go to sleep DREAMING ABOUT HIM. MY LIFE just REVOLVES AROUND HIM; I LOVE HIM SO MUCH …. …all I can say is…I LIVE FOR HIM AND HIS LOVE. LOVING HIM has given a MEANING to MY LIFE …..MY EXISTENCE.

I’m so MADLY in LOVE with him that I see HIM ALL AROUND (LOVE is INTOXICATING man…………..!) I see HIM EVERY WHERE and in EVERY ONE ……when I look at my neighbour, my colleague or anyone for this matter I see HIM SMILING THROUGH them. You must be thinking I’m MAD ! But that’s true my friend……… LOVE DOES DRIVE YOU CRAZY 🙂

Since I see HIM every where and in everyone; I keep SMILING at everyone. and I’m sure any one would look BETTER when they SMILE and I’m no different. I should thank HIM for making me look PRETTIER! ( I don’t know WHY I DON”T FEEL like being MODEST rite now???)

PEOPLE who HEAR this SAY that I’m CRAZY and I’m DRIVING THEN CRAZY TOO. They think I CANNOT LOVE HIM like this and if at ll I do, then I MUST BE REALLY REALLY CRAZY. ( I SHOULD still be THANKFUL to them for at least not getting me into an ASYLUM 🙂 )

But I REALLY DON’T CARE about what they FEEL as I KNOW I Love HIM and HE LOVES ME TOO, and that is ALL I CARE ABOUT.

NOW YOU would be WONDERING, HOW can I be so SURE that he LOVES ME too.

OK, LET ME tell you that also :-). He KEEPS ASSURING me that HE LOVES ME. HE TAKES CARE of ME and PAMPERS me. He GETS me EVERYTHING I need without me ASKING for it; EVEN ONCE.

HE MAKES all the EFFORTS to KEEP ME SMILING every time.(NOT LITERALLY every time OF COURSE). HE does make me CRY sometimes, probably because HE finds ME CUTE when I CRY, but HE MAKES IT UP for that quickly and GIVES ME a reason to SMILE soon. DON”T YOU feel all this is ENOUGH of an assurance for me? or for this matter ANYONE?

I HAVE ALL THESE REASONS to prove my love but THE WORLD always HAS ONE SINGLE LOGIC (or THE LACK OF IT, I must say) to prove me wrong. THEY SAY I CANNOT be in LOVE with HIM because he is GOD.

SO WHAT? who TOLD THEM GOD doesn’t want LOVE??? or GOD hates BEING LOVED?

For them HE is ONLY GOD, they SEE HIM only in MURALS and BOOKS. ….FOR ME, HE is my sweetheart; my everything.I DON’T SEE HIM in a particular FORM or PLACE. I SEE him, I FEEL him and I SENSE him every where. He is NOT just the GOD to ME …HE IS MY WORLD……….MY LOVE.

And THIS IS what I TELL HIM EVERY, TIME and HE SMILES SHYLY in RESPONSE:

LOVING YOU FILLS MY HEART WITH JOY; Love
MY LIFE WITH MEANING And,
MY WORLD WITH HAPPINESS.

Thanks SWEETHEART………..THANKS FOR LOVING ME And;
THANKS for LETTING ME LOVE YOU !

I LOVE YOU !

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6 Responses

  1. 1
    Swapna 

    Hey Krishna, I really found myself smiling about the BOSS with the BIG EYES (by the way, who is it?). I could definiltey imagine you as a little girl with twinkling eyes and a sparkling smile struggling with the essay writing about the COW?? Oh my god, why torture the cow! No, no, i didnt mean you torturing a cow, i meant why would teachers give that as a topic for essay. Believe it or not, i was once given an essay to write on what it feels like to be a postman and i simply couldnt write.

    I loved the part about the MRI scan. Finally, we have documented proof, right, so anytime we have a doubt, we can just ask you for it! Jokes apart, my thoughts were at a deep level about what you wrote on scan. I think we all need to go through internal scans to understand and respect ourselves as dignified, honest human beings. That, I have realized, has nothing to do with a person’s education or economic status. It has to do with values like not blowing one’s trumpet, just being truthful to oneself and believing the love of God will guide us to respect and treat all living beings with respect and compassion.

    I am sure that God listens to every word of love you say and I am so glad that you gave us a glimpse into the love life. I mean it truly because i believe the only embodiment of Love which is pure, eternal and indestructible is with God. Not necessarily the God of specific forms, rituals, beliefs, superstitions, but the God who dwells within.

  2. 2
    Krishna Sharma 

    Thanks for the comments Swapna 🙂
    Common, dont tell me that you cant guess who is the big boss with the big eyes. You must be joking.

    Yes, I agree with you, the Love which we have for god is the purest form of love.

  3. So, we are talking about “the God who dwells within”
    And that would mean within everyone (not necessarily only within me)
    And “the love for God is the purest form of love”
    Which effectively means that the love for anyone or everyone is the purest form of love, doesn’t it?
    That, by the way, makes total sense to me…

  4. 4
    Ankit 

    Very interesting…The blog reinforces the relationship between the feeling of love and a sense of belief.

    The concepts of madness and intoxication remain inherent to love. However, I am not sure whether they make it complex.

    By the way, has anyone got the answer to “When I fell in love/ When it STARTED”

  5. 5
    Piyush Nigam 

    Interesting glimpse Krishna. You definitely seem a few miles ahead on the journey of loving HIM. I guess i started out right with a fantastic dialogical relationship with GOD at a young age. But by age eight i gave up on the concept as it seemed too complex to be true. After probably twenty years as a non believer I had to restart my journey back to rediscover Him – guess i have a little catching up to do before getting where you seem to have gone but should get there in time!
    And by the way I am am hoping the big boss with the big eyes is Harish!

  6. 6
    Lilyruth 

    I truely enjoyed reading this article it is really beautiful the way you expressed your love and Gods love for you.

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